work for 42days straight, no joke. I'm mentally tired.

a month or so ago, aunt admitted to hospital for minor operation. then when she is discharged, dad's turn to injure himself. Old injury, nerve prob. the medicine can ease his pain but not completely cure it. the old man is scared of operation. not only that, we suspect he got diabetes. dad got sweet tooth. how to resist those sweet stuffs? he slim down 6kg within 3weeks. ): cant stop worrying seriously. and yessa he finally agree to go check up tmr!

i seem to be strong in front of them.
but i'm not.
yes, i cried to sleep sometimes.
cause all i want is dad to be in good health.